Set the Date

So, my mom recently got a new job across the state. I am very proud of her and I know it's an absolutely great experience, BUT now they are leaving me on this side. They have officially set the date for the move and as I write this my mom is packing up our house.

There is a big difference between your child going off to college and leaving the nest, and your parents leaving you. I won't say abandoning me, because that is definitely not what they are doing. I have a very large part of my extended family that lives here and my sister is staying here. It isn't even a permanent situation yet. As of right now, it is only until June and then we will know what we are going to do for sure.

It stresses me out, because I guess I don't really like change. Which my sister pointed out for me yesterday at lunch. I have never really noticed it about myself.  I think I worry that I won't see them as much, which I don't think is possible. I have an insanely busy life with work, school, friends, boyfriend, studying, etc. This will force me to actually make plans to see them, which is a great thing.  

I'm also worried, because I have a new little, one year old, black cat named Halle. Well, the person I will be living with is allergic to cats and I don't know what I'm going to do with her. I guess she will just have to become an outside cat, but that worries me because she is currently an inside cat in a neighborhood and if we move she will have to become an outside cat off a busy road. I would be so upset if anything happened to her. 

I think that this move is going to be okay, but right now it just feels stressful and everything is so unsure. I like to know what is going to happen, I like to have a plan. I guess this is just going to teach me to deal with change and deal with not being able to know exactly what is going to happen. We'll see how it goes.. 

25 Random Things About Me

Here are 25 random things about me..

1. I love flip flops, there aren't many times when I'm not wearing them.
2. I love flip flops, because I HATE wearing shoes and they are the closest thing to bare feet.
3. My eyes turn hazel-green when I cry.
4. I hate to cry, but really who doesn't?
5. Sometimes, I really miss my best friends from high school.
6. I wish I could wear my sister's clothes, but I can not pull them off.
7. I hate doing "ice breakers" in class, because I always feel like I have nothing interesting to say.
8. I hate almost all reality TV shows.
9. I really love watching TV series; like Friends, Seinfeld, Grey's Anatomy, etc. I always hate when I have seen them all or when they end.
10. ...but I could watch every episode of Friends over and over again and never get bored. I laugh at all the jokes just like it was the first time. 
11. I love to laugh until my stomach hurts.
12. I can't wait to be done with college.
13. I have the best family in the entire world and you can not convince me otherwise. 
14. I have a ridiculous fear of anything coming near my eyes or other peoples eyes.
15. ..and I wear contacts.
16. I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack whenever someone else is holding a knife; no matter how far away you are from me.
17. I used to have a fear of heights, but I faced it and got over it. I'm so glad, because I LOVE roller coasters. 
18. I love reading, but I never have time to read for fun. All I get to read is biology, chemistry and all the fun that comes with being a biomedical science major.
19. I really hate when people have bad grammar and/or spelling.
20. I'm very picky about the movies I like. I will watch anything, but I really dislike most things.
21. I love my DVR and I don't know what I did without it.
22. I really enjoy all the Coors Light commercials that come on during football games. They literally make me laugh out loud.
23. I love my boyfriend and hanging out with him, I think he is so funny.
24. I sing things to my cat instead of say them. I know its weird, but she really likes it, she always comes running.
25. I get really anxious and feel like I'm going to have an anxiety attack whenever I think about all the stuff I have to do for school, work or basically anything that I feel I won't have enough time to complete whole-heartedly. 

Well, those are some random things about me. Hope you enjoyed!